happy

YoungLife is underway. We have 4 AWESOME new people on our team. Their energy and excitement is so contagious. This fall is going to be so exciting. I have limited my tutoring to 3 days a week, which is the exact amount to let me do the quality of work I want to and to not get burned out. I am also interning on Mondays and Fridays and Laws Interiors and Design and I absolutely love it. I expected to enjoy this because it is so different than anything I've done and I was ready to taste something new, but I throroughly enjoy it. The day flies by when I'm there. My health is not giving me any issues either. Life is great.

There are a couple of challenges going on with my ministry, but my other cirumstances being so wonderful are really helping me tremendously with these challenges. Funny how God does that.

skit video

This is my favorite skit we've ever done at YoungLife.

new school year

I just started what will most likely be my last year as a YoungLife leader. I am praying for direction, but it seems very likely that as these guys that I have walked with for four years graduate in May, I will move on as well. I have been a leader for 9 years now, so this is quite a step for me. I've been thinking about it a ton and have very mixed emotions about it. There have been times when God has blessed me by allowing me to see some of the fruits of my efforts in this ministry and there have been times where it seems like a lot of work for nothing. Those times require great faith in trusting that seeds are being planted and that God is indeed working in the hearts of those who don't know Him.

So I've been pretty discouraged lately and my heart has been burdened for the kids I know who have just missed the truth completely. Some of them are aware of the emptiness in their hearts and some of them have no clue. They are going on living seemingly happy lives at times, totally unaware of the fact that they are incomplete. There are so few Senior guys in this group that get it. The vast majority don't understand at all that they are making horrible decisions that are going to affect them for many years to come. They think that what they are doing is insignificant and I just want to get in their face in order to protect them. I've got one final year with them, but I just feel like I've done and said all I can do and say. I'm praying often that God will open their eyes to the reality of the lives they are living.

hiatus

So...haven't posted since January. Seems to be a pattern. I get really good at updating this thing for a few months and then I dont for several months. I then apologize for it and then try again. I don't think anyone is reading at this point, so this is mostly for me and anyone who happens to google "YoungLife" or "Leukemia." No promises, but I'm gonna attempt this again.